Lesser Thought

    To the friend I have, I cherish, I adore but I can never tell. To the one who barely knows how much he means to me. Thank you for helping me in times I was helpless, hurt and broken. For looking at my face and telling me I’m ugly, but every time I broke down for telling me I’m worth more. To all the eight hundred calls we make and bicker and in that bickering we let go off so much pain. I love you more than myself right now and I will love you forever.   I want to see you grow and laugh with me forever. To the child in you, please don’t die until we are eighty, so we can laugh at all our wrong choices together.  I hope in life and after, for you to return in mine to make it a little better. To the understanding in us, I hope we can snap back at each other for the rest of our miserable lives. If I could take anything with me through to the next life, I’ll take your dreams. I’ll take the bickering and the snide comments we share, to remind me I’m still a loser. I w...